I'm Ellie, and this is really who I am.
It's the side of me you probably don't know.
My life is slowly getting better.
suicidal-breakdown:
so beautiful :’)
Don’t care if this isnt on my other blog…
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Hmm
Back to feeling as though ill never be good enough…
Its not her fault its mine. Its just i really want to imprint on someome i really want to be the person someone remembers for their whole life for all the right reasons. But right now i feel she gets nothing out of us, nothing from me. Its breaking me, Its hurting me. Argh.
Its upsetting me because she’s everything to me everything i want to remember in my life im scared she’s losing interest, wanting to move on, that she doesn’t feel the way she used to. I just want her to tell me what the problem is..
Why doesn’t this feel right? Am i over thinking?
I really really just want to cry.
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..
I still get ridiculously overwhelmed (in a good way) and excited before i see her. Its as though i havent seen her for months when really its only been a few hours which majority were spent dreaming and thinking about her.
I love her so much. The kind of love i never thought possible to feel. The kind of love i didnt know existed till a few months ago and yet everyday that goes by, everyday that im with i fall deeper and deeper into this kind of love that we have…and really..i love it.
I love my little potato
I love her so much :)
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